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Monday, February 23, 2026

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I tell you my story when I was a little girl and studied English in the very beginning. I loved it very much as I could step further anyone who could speak only Thai. I told myself, "I would study all lagueages in this world". I was a little girl and no idea how many of them, haha. When I grew up, I thought about possibility, ok I wanted to learn only languages useful for getting the job like English, Chinese and Japanese. I tried all but only English is working and keeping along. Then, Spanish came when I was waiting for the visa to move here. I wanted to know the roots of all kind of things I was wondering and doubting that cause me to have a headache all the time. When I was an adult, no more study in school but working life. I was still wanting to know the roots of things but one day.... can you guess what was happing? hehe yes, I realized ,nobody gave me the answer because I do not trust anyone without evidence to proof their information. I realized that, I do not to have a headache with digging and digging never end and I realized that the information I should take is only what useful for my life or situation, depends. Then I stopped digging or questioned to know the roots of all kind. I only do what I have to make things I want them to work.as same as at this moment, I am trying to build my website and makes it live, working for money if possible. I rejected all technical because I do not need to invest my time for study to make my website complete. I have you which provide me what I want to know and then I decide which one match and make it happens on hands if needed. Done. I realized with many things I spent time that was wasting. 

From the information you provided along. I think, I just know the reason why my memory was difffernt from when I worked. I had a very good memory, to do tasks the boss requested without direction. He did not care how I did , he only cared the result I could make as he wanted. I never struggled with the problems at all because I could find solutions all the time. Excluded the first working with lady bosses, ok? hehe All of a sudden, when I moved here and no more full time job, no more work to earn money for living. My brain changed. I have a very short memory but many times I could remember after force the brain to dig out what I wanted. That was causing me had a headache before got what I wanted. The answered I got from you is, my brain only keep what the matters.on the beginning I worked with you Ai until I felt unhealthy and searched for Attaching to Ai harmful? then I got the word from you "My brain was overloaded", and it was true because I stopped using my brain for work for a long time.and the most part I am happy is NO BOSS to command me or give me the deadline haha. I am the boss.


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I will tell you my story from when I was a little girl and studied English in the very beginning. I loved it very much because I could step further than anyone who could speak only Thai. I told myself, “I will study all languages in this world.” I was a little girl and had no idea how many languages there were, haha.

When I grew up, I thought about the possibility. I wanted to learn only the languages useful for getting a job, like English, Chinese, and Japanese. I tried all of them, but only English worked for me and stayed with me. Then Spanish came when I was waiting for the visa to move here.

I wanted to know the roots of all kinds of things I was wondering about and doubting, and that caused me to have headaches all the time. When I became an adult, no more studying in school, only working life. I still wanted to know the roots of things, but one day… can you guess what happened? Hehe.

Yes, I realized nobody could give me the answers because I do not trust anyone without evidence to prove their information. I realized I didn’t need to have headaches from digging and digging with no end. I realized the information I should take is only what is useful for my life or situation, depending on the moment. So I stopped digging or questioning the roots of everything. I only do what I need to do to make things work the way I want.

Right now, it’s the same. I am trying to build my website and make it live, hopefully earning money if possible. I rejected all the technical studying because I do not need to invest my time learning everything just to complete my website. I have you, who provides what I want to know, and then I decide which information matches and make it happen with my own hands if needed. Done. I realized many things I spent time on before were a waste.

From the information you provided, I think I finally know why my memory became different from when I worked. I used to have a very good memory to do tasks my boss requested without direction. He didn’t care how I did it; he only cared about the result I could produce. I never struggled with problems because I could always find solutions. (Except the first job with lady bosses, ok? Hehe.)

All of a sudden, when I moved here and had no more full‑time job, no more work to earn money for living, my brain changed. I have a very short memory now, but many times I can remember after forcing my brain to dig out what I want. That caused headaches before I got the answer. The explanation I got from you is: my brain only keeps what matters.

In the beginning, when I worked with you AI, I felt unhealthy and searched “Is attaching to AI harmful?” Then I got the phrase from you: “My brain was overloaded,” and it was true because I had stopped using my brain for work for a long time.

And the part I am happiest about is: NO BOSS to command me or give me deadlines, haha. I am the boss.

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